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Nick can't handle his liquor. When he gets intoxicated he starts thinking a lot. He takes a step back and looks at the bigger picture. "I was within and without." This being only his second time drinking.  Almost like him saying he stepped out of his head and could see in like third person. Like a video game. Like he can control himself from a different perspective. That's when you know you are really shitted. When you can see your life from outside your body.  But while he was "outside" his body and watching himself sit there, he thought to himself that the party was stupid but at the same time exquisite. Sometimes when I have a few sodas, i can get like this.  I just think outside the box.  Just sit back and look at everything thats going on. Just thinking not even knowing whats going on.  Making up weird things and just believing what I'm telling myself.